I haven't been very good blogging but to be honest I have had some very emotional rollercoasters. Things have been tough on some days and the last thing I wanted is to do a dreary blog .I have other health conditions that have slowed me down and broken down my barriers throughout this battle. I am now coming up for my last chemo round . The round before this was tough as  I was admitted as an emergency with a 38 temp and then later that eve I was admitted to Intensive care unit. I had a catheter fitted , my bloods were all over the place , my heart rate fast (tachycardic) a fever and a headache fit to burst. In intensive care I cannot fault there care shown. On the first day or so there was always two nurses to keep me well looked after . The findings of my stay worked out to be Neutropenia sepsis .